There's no good story without romance

Hi there. Looks like my blog has gone dusty again. :D Working + Studying, Where do i find time to update man? I dont even have the time to get my romance. Ha! On friday, Was called to the general office again. Well, I think you guys should know why. Okay, Drop this.! Yesterday, After work dismiss. Quickly went home and prepare. Meet up Pichibooo and headed on to WaveHouse. This time, It wasnt the 4 crazy ladies, Was just the 3 of us. Ha! Why? Cause another one was with the boyf to another club, Ha! (: 18above WaveHouse was aint fun. We came out after not long, And decided to go SupperClub, In the end, Plan changed again. To Pasir Ris to meet up Suvd's boyf and some other peoples. Had some shots and beers. Oh well. After they went off , Me & Pichiii headed on to Simpang Bedok to eat. Had a great chat (: Hehe. Okay, Shall end here. Dont wish to elaborate much.

Your Daily Horoscope: February 7, 2010
Today can be amazingly creative for you Libra. It's also possible that you're inspired by a source different than what you're used to, and coming up with ideas that make you wonder where they're coming from. You may really be sensitive to what others are thinking, or have a sense of knowing just the right thing to say, because it's all about attunement. Try to listen with your heart: pay attention to the mood rather than the words, and feel for any deceptive or misleading undercurrents from others - that's the trick to tuning in.

Your Love Horoscope
Communications are going to play a role in your romantic experiences today, Libra, and this could get ugly if you don't slow down the pace yourself. This is a time where whether you are single or attached, explosions are likely if you don't pay careful attention. Verbal battles, disputes, and heated debates are very likely at this time because you are inclined to speak your mind without much thought or consideration. Unless you slow your pace down a bit, this time period can be quite a headache and may take more time to mend than it took to break. This is not a bad day to stay in or have some quiet you time, as that will be just about the only way you avoid any fiery tempers or misunderstandings.

EXTREMELY TRUE . !

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Hi earth. I've got alot alot of things to update and of couse my wonderful photos. I know my onsugar felt abit of rusty. Ha! First of all, Happy Belated Birthday here for Jojo on January 20. (: I know that you've fun on your birthday for drinking session.! Eventhough i know it's in a very last min. Ha! Secondly Happy Belated Birthday here for Ayukeai on January 28. (: Followed by Wenya birthday on January 29. Ha! And now. It's 11pm, Guess whose birthday's coming next? Raymond brotherrrrr! Ha. Everybody go ahead and wish him later on okay! Bro, Be patience for a few more months? And you'll be freedom. Ha! On Wenya's birthday, We bashed her like omfg? Go on reading. And you would see photos below. I'm sorry sis! Eventhough it's all unglam photos. I know you dont mind, Hahaha. I know i'm like neglecting my readers. Apologize for the late update! , I've been busy studying + working. Really feels tired. But it's okay for me through. (: My life has moved on, But till today, I realised something that im not getting over yet? I dont understand why. I guess nobody would.? ): Oh well. I just dont feel right, And not ready for a new one? Okay. Drop this. -.- Hm, On Keai's birthday. BabySuvd forgetton all about her camera. Aw? I can see how happy keai was when me & Pichi tried our best plan to make her happy and let her be shiok. Was chilling at blk53 with Wenya, Fiona, and co. after finished preparing at home. As me and my BabyGirlSuvd was waiting for Ayukeai the princess for that day. Ha! The 4 of us meet up and trained down to town together. When the 4 of us get together, There would be miracle if there's no jokes. Ha! Even in MRT, We can laugh like crazy girls. Wanted to watch "My ex" but plans changed and heading down for dinner at Cine. SuvdBabygirl's boyfriend (Chris) & Joshua came to join our dinner. After we filled our stomach. Suvd, Ayu, Chris, Joshua headed down to Bedok Inter for k first. While me & Pichi went to take the cake and liquor. However, We reached Bedok Inter first. Ha! We quickly booked the room and surprised Keai after she came, Ain joined us not long. Keai, I hope that you're happy on that day yeah. I bet you're. (: We scream inside like nobody bussiness and dance like our dancefloor. Who would care? Ha. Enjoyed ourselves at K session. I swear i would never forget these days. I fucking hell fuck you passerby who says about my mother. If you're unhappy with anything written down there. You jolly well dont need to visit this website, If you wanna be a fans of mine. Im happily welcome and i'll entertain you. And if you're "18" and above. Which's adult, I hope you know that you're acting so childishly. [:

AyuKeai (:

AyuKeai, Me & BabygirlSuvd. And of couse the unglam Wenya ;/

Sigh.

Hi humans. Its time for post i guess, To keep onsugar going. (: Shall talk about yesterday? Was out with my babygirlSuvd and Pichiboo. Meet up at Pich's house and started preparing. All of us decided to wear heels out. Cool man, Took cab to Bedok Inter for our lunch at Mac. Bump up to schoolmates, Gary and Gerald too. Headed to town for shopping time. The very new bulding, 313. Guess most of the girls know about it? Ha. As our plans was going well. We decided not to go for k session but to Wavehouse at Sentosa. Eventhough i went there once. Was fun throughout the whole thing. Ha! (: I know i shouldnt be partyout at this time. But, Work's starting real soon. No time for slacking nor enjoying my life! Went off to meet BabygirlSuvd's boyfriend at Tampines area. Slacked with Chris, Jon and i dont really know how to spell their names. Too bad! ;/ Ha. Played true or dare and playing with cards. That seriously sounds bored huh.! But who cares -.- Slacked till around 5am and i'm having a slight headache. So headed home to get some rest while babygirl heading to Chris's house. Ohyah, As you can see, There's a slight changed on my skins. Hehe! Isit okay? ;/ School life's getting so fun. I cant wait for school later on, Okay. Shall turn in early as i'm meeting Pichhotties and Ayukeai for breakfast tomorrow morning as school started at 8am. Bye!

School's beginning is like .. omfg. The very 4th week in school. So much things has been happening like unable to be counted. 2010, I thought it should be a good year for us? I really hope so, Yeah, Borrowed bitch my phone for today. As her prepaid was low, I knew that she cant contact her dearest baby "Chris" Ha! (: My phone's kinda slient, So should be okay with it. Visited her grandma in hospital today, She seems fine anw (: I miss my bitchy bitch. Eventhough we meet up everyday, Or just few hours ago. My bitch got expelled because of a female dog name wahidah. That fucking slut that i used to talk about everyday. Its okay, We shall wait and see. As i made alot of promises to so many people that gave concern about my "N" lvls that i'll concentrate on my study first. Get back to you again alright? I've got so much overdued pictures to upload. But i'm super lazy! And i've got so much hilarious stuff to talk about. Like what daddy always told me. My body language isnt giving me a good way of looking like a goodgirl. Teachers too! Even my own bitch told me. But, I'm born to be like this! How am i suppose to change while its my own way of style!. Omfg. Ha! But my bitch told me, To outsiders they might think that i'm acting dao or something. But when they're my friends. I'm not the way i react to outsiders. Okay, wtf. I'm confuse. Aiyah! Who cares. Lol! As long as i study hard. Ha! Btw you can tag me with any comments you want, That you think what kind of person i'm. I'm okay with comments given, But not useless words being used. (: Shag. I miss the time baking brownies with my bitch. Ha! We were so retarded, I swear! I miss Yiling my dearest sis for always here being my ears! Btw ayop's finally out. Gonna see him real soon! Misses nana, nini too (: ! Shall meet up real soon alright. Okay, If i contiune saying who i missed, Will definitely never end. To those who read this, I miss you okay ! :D I find blogging interesting if only you've the mood to blog about it. If not, Its forever so dead. Ha! So much human beings around me are attached. Grats and last long okay! Since you've already moved on, I shall really do the same. (: Wapiang. I sound so talkative.! Finally finished my suspension and trying to followed up my lesson day by day. Math math math, Super duper much things to catch up. I'm a slow learner.! Okay. Come back again. Bye <3

Here's my bitch ! ♥

Friends around said that i've got a matured thinking, Yet because of this malay dog. Suvdbaby, Me, Wenya get suspended. Lol!  Its okay. I will see you on this coming wednesday. Wasnt a big deal yeah. Get to the point, Maybe my hate towards her is really too much. But i swear i would do back to what you did to me in the past. And dont tell me that this has end. It's all just a beginning. So screwed you from saying that this problems have been settled. I wonder why wouldnt you get abashed of yourself. You're really such slut. And i dont know why your boyfriend's helping you so much. He was once so closed to me, Kinda disappointed with him. But its okay. If that's what you both wanna be. I will make it happen. Yes, I abhor them really much. That kind of feelings, Really hurts. Only those people whom get bullied will understand. You think that i can be eaten? You're totally wrong. Please start to use your brain and think. You're the one finding trouble and you reported police. People around who heard would also felt funny. I know i should be thinking maturely. I've tried to be on the positive side. But my hate towards them was endless. Fuck, Why am i wasting my time writing things about them. Would that dirty my blog? "Maybe" Okay. Hope i wont miss up too much lesson. Should catch up everything real soon, Was out on friday. Meet up my BabySuvd and her dearest boyfriend. Okay, Grats baby. And last long yeah (: Meet up Jacky, Alfery and their friends at woodlands. So many human beings out there. Ha! See liao also blurr. And of couse so much familiar faces. Pich came after not long. And was heading here and there at Woodlands point. Ton at Alfery's house with pichibooo, Jacky, Weijie, Ky. Was a wonderful night. And i glad i enjoyed myself there. Headed home in the afternoon while they all are still sleeping like a pig! Shag. Who shall be my valentine? Most of my sisters are attached. ): Who would remember about me. Ha!

Wow. I'm back to post. I swear i've got lots of funny stuff to talk about. But where should i start from? :D Okay, School this week was totally fine fine fine. (: I pay attention to every single stuff that teachers said. I noted down and stuff. Goodgirl (: On friday night, Out with my babygirls. You should know which 3 that always sticks with me so much. Too much memories to talk about. Ha! Well. We met up at 4pm at Bedok Inter. Headed on to Bugis area for a walk. Went to lluma's thai express to eat. Those food was awesome! Thumbs up* We're all extremely super duper full ! Walked around and saw x.pei nuer there. (: Heading for SheeSha at Arab st. Chilling and making jokes out there. Just the 4 of us. Yeap, Spending like millions of hours there. Our beers joined us. Ayu was kinda tispy already, Around 8plus. Sean and Alfrey then came. Told you, Our madness never ends. Played true or dare. "LAME" I know. But there's nothing we can do over there. Ha! (: We were last gathered together like 2months ago? Haha (: ! A word of finally. Awhile later, Jacky & Lion head came. HAHA! ;x Headed off at almost 12. (: ! And Saturday, No plans. So stayed up at home rotting. Well. Recieved Happypills's msg. He told me that he will missed me very much. So i was wondering why would he tell me in a, very weird way? And my tears almost drop. Well. I hope everything would be fine soon. And dont ever forget who am i. You're the one who always entertain me when i'm down. Telling me guys're shit and stuff eventhough you're part of them. You explained the reason of the way i'm now. I seriously dont wish to lost a friend like you. Hope you would remembered who am i. Today, Tomorrow, Always and forever (: Out again on Sunday. Was actually planning to meet up SIxian, Jiale and Lily. Pich phoned me, I thought was something important. Ha! (: Headed on to Woodlands with Pichhiboo to Alfrey's house. Met up Jacky & Lion head too. {: A cool day there. Never will i forget. Cause the jokes there are like hilarious till the max. Its insane which i cant stop laughing. Cabbed back to SuvdBaby's condo at 8plus for dinner. And home sweet home. Weeeee, Schooling tomorrow. Okay, G2G sleep soon. Bye!

I know its time for me to move on. [:

I'm tough, Ambitious, And i know exactly what i want.
If that makes me a bitch. Its okay. Haha !

I was too bored for anything. So i look back my past, I was totally different from now. Haha? Those closed friends of mine in the past, Spending time enjoying together. Wow. Was like two years ago? Or maybe longer than ever. That fast, I seriously missed them alot eventhough we're not as close as the past anymore. Or not even friends anymore? I dont own anyone a living or whatever shit. Talking behind my back is all you can do, I believe in revenge. (: I born with this look this attitude, I cant do anything about it. My tagboard's just down here, Type all you want. [: Everything goes around and comes around too. Just like friends (: Only 1 girl that stays with me like forever? Yeap, Tamir Suvd. Shall see if we both graduated and would still stay close? [: Missed Miss Ho that passed away 2 years ago. She used to be my science teacher. Yeap (: ! I've bad things going on every single year. But i dont blame anything or anyone but myself. I used to have a fucked up attitude that all people dislike. But now, Look. I'm happy that i'm different now. I dont need anyone to know my change, But myself to know and people to realise. Sometimes life are boring, But if you know how to use your way of time. It could never be bored. Haha ! Although till now, I'm still using the word "bored" ;x It've been a long time since i'm here talking so much here. Yeap, School started. I'm not that busy already. I've done enjoying my life on 2009. And now is my future year that deciding where i will ended up in! Hehe. Its my final year in Bedok View. Yeap. I would definitely missed Bedok View lor ! During the holidays. I worked for almost 1month, That wasnt long yeah. But, I learned so much. I lead a better life. I'm not lazy! I read newpapers, eveyday. And i know how the world looks like and what's happening through. I sleep early everyday, I wake up as early as the birds. [: I look more healthhhhhhy. Remembered the time i used to complains everything here about my granny? Dam! Everything changed. She treated me so much better (!!) I swear lo. Most lastly. I'm happy that my dad was proud of me. Hehe. And now, I'm gonna do something for my result. (: ! Shall stop here.

Sometimes, We wont get along with all peoples,
Just like boyf/Girlf. Someone would leave` Someone always leaves.
We would have to say goodbye - I dislike saying goodbyes but i know what i need.
I need more hellos then saying goodbyes only.
The sun is beautiful, The sky look windly.
The waves in the oceans just beat in my heart. Memories of me kills.
Somehow, Everyone does regret after doing something. But it's lost.
In true love the smallest distance is too great, & the greatest distance can be bridged.
Everyday life, Each of those days were everything i didnt reminded me of memories.
Every song i heard somehow could be related to memories.
Sometimes i do hate memories, Because they remind me of the things that i none gain.

Hi there, I know i've not been updating onsugar. So sorry again for neglecting my dearest readers. School's gonna start in dont know how many hours. I'm like so happy? Partly i'm upset too because holidays ended. I'm specially here for someone that i always loved the most. TamirSuvd (: Yeap. She's my bitch my love my everything! (: We go through so much up and downs. We quarrel, We fight. I remembered times when we gossip about others.  Those memories just ever stuck in my mind. Everytime i remembered it, I would laugh to myself. Eventhough we're ain prefect, We judge people whom judge us. Who cares? ;x Ha! We give aitttude to each other whenever we two are moody or unhappy. Our LJB [Crazy faces] never ends. Whenever i need someone to talks, Complains, Cry, Jokes or whatever shit we've. We handle for each other. My money are hers (: ! We shared everything together. Lame jokes cold jokes. We would still laugh. Remembering the time that she was totally dam upset, i sacrifice myself hand and let her bite. God dam her. :D 8years of friendship. But this wasnt long. We gone through too much.. I can talk about it, but this page never ends. I've been sleeping her house for two days. Her mum gamble with us. I cant believe her mum was like so open. Haha! And i cant stop saying vulgarities infront of her! Watched Avatar with Suvdbaby, Her mum and her's cousin. Rating was 5/5 (: I think its time to off my computer. Time for bed. Bye guys (: Will update more next time round when i see me com. :D

Hi there. I apologize for the lack of blogging, I know i'm like neglecting my readers. (: I'm back to post now. Finally i've ended my work. Hehe! Okay. I promise i would update, So dont stop visiting this webby? (: Hottie's gonna be back today. Miss her man! Aw. Okay. See you soon yeah. Was party out at Alcova with babies during Christmas day itself. Went to Alcova, Its a fucked up club i swear. Okay, fuck that club. Any clubbing in the future at Alcova, its a 'n.o' for sure. I've not been watching movies, Sheesha, outings, slack and so on for like ages? ha! A few more days and school reopens. Sad! Shall start enjoying now lo. Searching for someone to love, someone to make us complete. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope all the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, someone perfect is searching for us too. I want someone to share my secrets with, someone to talk to late at night when i cant sleep, someone who feels comfortable around my family, someone to comfort me when i'm scared, to hold me when im sad, someone who doesnt need to say that he loves me for me to know its true. Are you one of them? :D

Your Daily Horoscope: December 28, 2009
Libra Sept. 23 - Oct 22
Be prepared to hear some critical remarks if you set yourself against convention today, Libra. What you need to do today is to focus on your priorities and let the conversations and opinions work themselves out. The most important thing right now is your ability to sort out fact from fiction and stick with the facts. Saturn will aid you with this. You may still be dealing with the aggressiveness of a friend, but this is something that will work to your advantage in some way. It may be a good idea to prepare for visitors.

Your Love Horoscope
All of the most important things are going to mean quite a great deal in this period, Libra. Whether you are single or attached, lovers, children, and other people or things dear to your heart are emphasized at this period in your life. Being appreciated and admired for your gifts and talents is a powerful need. Taking chances can bring big rewards, maybe not just for you but for all involved. It is probable that the stars are sending you some opportunistic energy today, so do not be surprised if something or someone very unexpected occurs.

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Its 1.35am now. And i'm still not sleeping. Have got to get up early for work later. Shittyz. But tell me how am i going to bed tonight? Fucking hell angry right now. Wondering why? Ask yourself please. I'm in a super duper extremely bad mood now, Not because i've got pms. Ccb. Jerks, I hate it. I really hate being treated this way all the time. God's unfair. Real unfair! I did nothing wrong seriously. Dont make me go insane and be lesbian! -'- Treated you good and as well do the same. Not taking any advantaged of mine. Fuck, Okay fine. I'm tired. Just throw me aside and dont turn back. Please & thanks you! I will update my blog daily after 28Dec. On 28Dec will be going genting with my dearest babySuvd. Anyone wants/needs any stuff? Just comment me. I hope you guys dont stop viewing this webby. And click on my nuffg. Loves

When speaking of lost love, time may heal all wounds, but there will always be scars

20th Dec Mix Age party @ Power House (: Get tics from me, Contact 81451625
Or weiting34@hotmail.com, but will seldom online.
(If only you wanna buy, If not i wont bother you or entertain you)

Dont know when would i be there? (:
Lol, Sorry guys. My blog is like almost dead? Lazy to update.
20th Dec Mix Age party @ Power House (: Get tics from me, Contact 81451625
Or weiting34@hotmail.com, but will seldom online.
(If only you wanna buy, If not i wont bother you or entertain you)
Thanks you

Hi there. Looks like my blog has gone dusty. :D Must be shock that i've been staying at home for almost one week? I didnt know why im aint feeling like going out? Just dont feel like. Ha! Okay. I finally found a job. I think i wont be online that often if my job starts. Neither meeting up my babies everyday. So dont miss me too much okay? haha! I'm still considering if i should go genting with my babygirlSuvd. Aw, No idea?  My dearest Suvdbaby, Wanted to go Singapore Flyer so badly. We will be there soon alright? Love ya. I miss singing k. Will be there soon too (: Yesterday night, was chatting with daddy. He told me to takecare of myself again. Just to let me know that he's feeling unwell this few days. I hate it when he came to this topic. Seriously! We was talking about my grandpa. That moment, I really missed him alot. He was dead since 10years ago. Which i'm only 5? ): Lmao! Something bad happen in the middle of the night while i was sitting near daddy watching tv inside the room and its insane. Didnt wanted to mention it here. But onces thinking about it, tears would well up in my eyes. Everytime making a wish whenever i would, The very first thing is families & friends to be always healthy. (: If you guys wanted to meet me up, Better be on saturday. Lol, I missed my Suvdbabygirl eventhough i didnt wanted to meet her up. Next year would be my future year. So i would definitely study hard and not fool around again. Yeap, Ohya. I've got something to share.
Take a look at this web , http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVyxNZjHQTw
"Guys Rules" Lmao. Someone randomly show me this.
Which burst my laughing. Any ladies/woman/girl would wanna do back a video for "guys"?
Lol, I bet there's web about guys too. Click on my nuffg pop out , please & thanks ! :D

Should i / Shouldnt i?

Hi my love Tamir Suvd ;D

Okay, Finally i back to post. I know i'm like neglecting my readers. Apologize for the late update, Now i'm back? Lets just stop talking about the past. Its all just over, Am i right? Atleast i know i did treasure you in the past and not against my guilty conscience of doing things. I guess i need to lead a new life, And you too. Now, I only make one final decision. Is to just see which lucky boy whom i'm gonna fall on. "You" please do the same thing too. Yes, I gave up. I onces told you, Even if we get back the way we were. They're still scar over it. That's what i cant really get over it. And, All the anonymous rumours are getting worst. I'm sick and tired of hearing. So just bet it, Even if i'm avoiding you. I think it's true to be this way. You said i always do things that you dislike. But when you did something wrong, I always asked for a change. Maybe thats the point we dont suit about. And you did told me onces, "Dont worry, Its easy to find girls for me" Contiune to have this thinking okay? Its better. This will be my last time blogging about it. Or maybe i shouldnt even give a darn. Like peoples out there says, Love is blind. That makes me almost broke down. It takes two hands to clap, From the day we broke up, I'm like only clapping myself. Because all my thinking was "Friends better than nothing or maybe back to our past" And i was wrong. I rather we be stranger, And not care about your exist. You're the reason of my everything in the past, But not now anymore. Happiness is not found at end of the road, It's to experienced alone the way. I walked to a different drum now, So fate please come along and joined me in my journey. Thanks for the great memories anw (: I always appreciate it. Okay, Let the pictures do the  talking first? Slowly scrolll. (;

Look at the chinese words. Thumbs up*

Haha! Before i start my topic, If you find my picture not clear, Press "Ctrl" And use your mouse to scroll bigger. Maybe its the size of your com screen. (: Click on my nuffg pop out too. Thanks <3 Back to topic now. Shall start with monday, Meet up Raymond & Donavan for dinner at cine area. Darn raymond, Let me wait for so long! Haha. Donavan have got probation. So they went home early, And i train to sbw and meet up x.boi & co. Tuesday was out with, (Yiling & Esmond) , (Teobing & Hanping) , (Royce & Suvd) and lonely me. Aw): Okay. Went to "Haw Par Villa" , "10 Courts Of Hell" Cool man. There was a wishing well. By throwing coins but in a way of hitting the bell. I randomly threw afew times and hitted. Haha! I'm greedy man! I make all wishes at onces. ;x What the hell ! Haha. Okay, At night, Went to lan of awhile and headed off. Wednesday (At home)  Goodgirl ma. Thursday, Out to brother's bbq with his friends and of couse with SuvdBaby. Till around midnight and cabbed home with brother. Aint fun man, ): Oh, Btw. I'm happy for Sixian right now. Although its a secret. but, I'm glad you let go him. Weeets* Friday, Wanted to stay at home. Yet SuvdBaby called me and nag nag nag, Just me to go over her area. Haha, Fine la! Headed on to SuvdBaby's condo to meet up her and her babyRoyce and gerald. Saturday, which is yesterday. Went to Bedok Inter Mac for my dinner & cabbed to Sentosa "WaveHouse" with Suvdbaby. Waited Nana, Nini & co to come. I glad i've fun there (!!!!!) Something happen, But didnt spoiled my mood. Because my dearest sister's always there for me. (: Happy Birthday to Michael aka Ahsiao aka keai (: Going ns soon uh, Takecare. Okay, I dont wanna contiune the rest . . .  Heeeeees

The best way to love is to love like you have never been hurt.

I apologize for the lack of blogging. Was waiting for all my photos to arrive & partly im lazy and moodless about blogging. I bet you guys should know why? uh huh. I'm back to post now lor. Chill~ Had a new hair cut now. I love it very very very much? Weets. Dearest Keai said i look more skinny with this hair cut. Lol~ Whatever la k. :D For this 8days not blogging. I'm out to - Jurong - Tampines - Bedok - Zirca - Chalets - & so on. To meet up all my lost long friends. Especially YaniBIE, Missed her real much. Please girl, I beg you to leave him. He's aint goood, If he can do that to you onces. He can do that again & again. Eventhough i've got relationship problems. But aint worst like yours. Your own blood sister can even do that to you. I hope you can think about it of what i've talked about with you. Dont take up more time, Your stomach is getting bigger each day. Okay? Hm, Weixiong's finally discharged. Recover soon cousin. (: Okay darn. Im taking too much time in blogging. Like 2hrs? Haha. Whatever, I'm slow. Actually wanted to update yesterday. Have got lots of things to say. Without photos i bet you guys are boring. And now, I cant really remember! Wth. I hope i can get a job soon? To just take up all my bloody time and not rot at home thinking those rubbish. Haha. Someone intro me jobszxzxxz pls (!) I need them to numb up me. Oh, This saturday is my dearest daddy birthday. He wanted me to arranged a BBQ for him. Aw! Gonna be busy then. (: Of couse my babySuvd's going. Hehe, Cause she's part of our family. :D Alright alright. I know alot people's telling me to forget him. But i'm telling you guys, Isnt aint easy. (: Well. I bet you guys wishs to know some information about us? Lol. Nothing much? But atleast now i managed to write it out how i feels. I swear i felt miserable when he didnt even bother about me or didnt even care to reply my msg. That miserable feeling lasted from Nov8 till now. I felt worst when i heard you holding on to other girls hand. Btw i appreciate all friends that concern about me. Thanks you very much (: I know in relationship i'm always a failure. But its okay, I know that i'm always a little not too over about the person i love. Nevermind, Time will make everything changed. Lastly, Can those who view me click on my nuffg pop out? Thanks you <3

Watched this two. Rate 5/5

我很难受

You and I will meet again, When we're least expecting it,
One day in some far off place, I will recognize your face,
I won't say goodbye my friend, For you and I will meet again.

Watched a show few days ago. On Chl5? Forgotten what time was it ;/ Its about fashion designing stuff. Related to Paris, Indeed Paris is a nice country. Darn, Dont know when would i be there. My cough is back. Really hate coughing! ): Back to topic. Well, he wanted us to separated for awhile. He called me silly and never baby anymore. We separated without promises. Good way of saying is that we're separated. Bad way of saying is that we both broke up. The worst part of my life is knowing what im fearing about is gonna happen soon. I guess i wont be wrong. I dont want this relationship to end? Hope it wont. I knew it, 3days not contacting you. I miss you badly, While waking up in the other morning hearing heartbroken words. That fading sound telling me you are gone. Maybe its time for us to take a break. Because we dont even know our positive point. We only tend to blame each other for almost everything. Tuesday is coming, I love training. I used up all my energy so that i reached home lying down on bed without 5min i would fell asleep. Because i dont need to be in a dilemma. Daddy knew something was wrong. He knew that his daughter is in a upset mood. He bought me ice cream! Thanks dad<3 Went out to meet SuvdBaby & Yilingsis at B.inter yesterday. Headed on for k session. Drank some alcohol inside there. Chilling, Thanks to my two lovely sister. I love them (: Royce came over and slacked awhile. SuvdBaby & i cabbed to Eunice's chalet. Alot people was there, Took lots of photos. Will update them soon. Bye, I still need some peaceful life.

being neglected isnt feeling good .

Edited @ 8.36
Overdues photos.

我很难受，可是没人知道 .

Okay, Im back im back ! ): So bored lor. 2days not contacting Baby.
Tio confinement, wonder if he's alright in camp? ): I miss him la? Walao.
Saturday liao saturday liaoooooooooooo! Dont tell me you're staying in camp still ! /:<
Shag lo. I'm like so lonely now. Waiting for baby's phone call.
Out to SuvdBaby's house just now. To bake some chocolate brownies.
OMG? The kitchen almost explode. HAHAH! What the hell man. Act like we know how to do.
We're like bitches snatching the thing all over the place. :D
I've got lots of photos. Will update the next time round when i blog.
Previous day was out with Abg, Fey, Zahar and Ayukeai for some songkah.
And head on to GrandLink for k ! YES! My favourite. Hehe
Arrived home at around 3.30am. uh huh? Okay. Brother is back home.
He's working starting from tomorrow onwards. Wish you goodluck(:
Had a long chat with him long ago just now, He told me some unusual stuff.
He said "His friends" Heard rumors about me. Wth?
Okay peoples. What's wrong with your mouth? Cant shut up? -'-
So what if i'm having a 19 years old boyf? Must he take up my v. Hey.
Watch what you guys are saying. I'm not bothering you.
I believe bitches like you guys have things & lifes to go on too?
So why not just carry on your life? I didnt disturb your life. Stop giving comments.
Thanks you & Bye !

Wow. Its darn 3am now. And i'm here online. Wtf. I'm not even clicking any contacts just to cheer me up. So i'm here. Just to accompany me for that little moment. Just to heard me nag a little moment. Okay? I know TamirSuvd's having her dream right now. So lets just forget about it. Daddy's aint awake too. Dont wanna bother any other peeps. Sian. Thanks you onsugar for accompany. Just the word of "clubbing" can turn the world upside down. Wow. Nevermind, Afterall. Its my fault. Just me. I'm the one who wanna attend all those rubbish events which makes baby real unhappy about it. He even says, "Dont talk to me forever if you're going any of the events". Obvious enough to say about the main point? Okay. Well, I'm not attending any of it already. Sorry guys. But after a big quarrel. I realize those harsh words you said still stuck on my mind. You can even bear ignoring me for the whole darn 6hours++. And yet i'm at the other side going crazy. Thats the heartache which never goes away. Sigh, Onces. I had a dream and it was about you. I smiled and recalled the memories we had & then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes. Because in my dream you kissed me & with a fading voice saying something. Well. That's the something which i'm real afraid of. When time comes by, Tears start to express how i feel. And only tears accompany me through. But thanks god. Its okay afterall. I think i'm not even a good girlf. He said i'm not even concerning how he feels. Darn, I'm thinking. What kind of girlf am i? Maybe i'm not good enough for him. I'm tired and i'm breathless. I wonder why am i here talking so much nonsense. Shitzxz. I'm just a nonsense girl which finds problem for him. And sometimes i over react for things which are not even big. Cool. Baby, Dont teach me whats all about love. Cause i dont know them. I'm just a moron. Dont tell me i'm not concerning you, me. Weiting, its going crazy. For what i've done so much, I guess in your eyes i'm not even doing something. )': 2months together, since when i'm not concerning you. Fuck, Clubbings dont take away his love. Darn. Endured. I've so much to say. But i'm lost right now. I'm just useless.  Cant even make him happy. Shitz, why am i tearing. Please. I need a shoulder for the moment. Just to make myself feel alright. Please. Okay. Finally i've finished complaining. I'm still in a dillema. Nevermind, Ignore me. Bye

我爱你, 就是那么简单

I'm back lah. Darn, Is so darn bored now. I cant wait for partyyyy.
Okay. Teachers out there are saying, They randomly clicked our blogs, fb & blalala.
Lol. And to my dearest form teacher. I never remember cursing you here in my blog, Lol !
I'm not there one lah :D I know you nags because you still concern about us. (;
But thennnn, Its still a objections for me for the photos part. Cause its our livejournal.
But ! For you words. I'll try my best not to put "smokings/drinkings" photos up here.
Weeets. Heard from Pichi i passed 5 subjects only failed D&T. :D
Okay, Glad daddy was happy about it. Thanks gods for all my hard works.
Cant wait for partyy partyyy, Its time for chiling. Pichi's flying of at this Saturday. (:
Shall really enjoy my holidays now, Because next year. I'm sure i'll be very busy for N'Lvls
Time flies. Real fast. "Time" Dont wait for anyone who's waiting. So what're you waiting for?
Baby, You know i dont like quarreling. You know it (:
So just remember one very important things that i told you alright?
Every single things you said always noticed inside my mind, Its hard to erase them. {L}

Lastlyyyyyy, There are two clubbings event. Support me & my beloved Suvd. :D

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Sorry for the lack of blogging. I'm sick. Badly on my darn bed for almost 4 days.
And now, I'm finally feeling much more better. Phew* Okay.
My most important part of post is here now, haha. Guess what date is today? 23OCT :D
Time really flies, Its our 2month together already. Okay, Not long yet i know.
But still, We managed to be here together still. Goood, Thats fast. Real fast.
Eventhough it wasnt that long yet, We've gone through alot already. But, That doesnt mean
We should ever stop. There's one thing that's very important to say.
Please kindly changed your HOT temp attitude ! Your girlf doesnt like it okay . D:< Haha.
And and and, Train yourself to have more patience la. Hehe !
Wait for me for 30mins, want kpkb liao D:< LOLzzxsz
Last but not least, I want you to put more trust on this relationship & me. Thanks {:
Lastly, Dont ever fear that you would lost me {: I'm always here. {L} you.

16th NOV; AFTER O's PARTY-BOX in collaboration with The ACSlusive people! ,
THE "M" PARTY @ ZIRCA! Contact me for tics!
Weiting34@hotmail.com , Incase i'm not online. Text me { 81451625 } Thanks :D
- Only if you're interested -

Ong lian lian's back. Chey! What only. No lah, Joking nia.
Partyy partyy with my bitches, Yesh. All of us passed through. {: !
Okay, Yesterday's event at Howl at the moon (ex - Rouge) was fun actually.
Except that it was darn fucking hot after dancing a few mins like i'm out from bathing.
But of course it couldnt be compared to the event at St`James. There rocks the most i swear ! {:
Why why why. In the middle of the time, There's always fighting. Phew.
Darn lah, What century already. Its 2000009 liaooooo, Yet gangster still exist. Hehe ;x
Headed home pretty early last night, at 2 plus am? Watch what you're saying dude.
"I dont care the girlf there, I give her face break also" Get the right man whom beat up ur bro there.
Dont point fingers at my boyf, Darn you. -'- fucking __ .

Okay. Back to post, I'm on purpose. Why? uh. Yawns.
Told you, I'm party away now ~ Darn. Cool man, STJames. Its a fun day for me.
Okay. I'm gonna do lips tattoo very soon. Eh ! You guys wait only. nb ;x
Hahah ! Okay. Short post? Met up SuvdBaby, Pichi & Baby and head on to Town area. {{: !
Slacked and had fun there. Playing ipod "Sex question" Lmao.
Cant stop laughing my ass off man. Darn funny. Cant take it, Its bursting out ! HAHAH
Chill sister, One day. You will still be back to Singapore.
Everyone's here waiting for you, No worries. Go ahead and have fun there.
Always remember one thing, Our revealed secrets (1year) {:
Come back soon, Together we dig for it alright? HAHAH, I wonder if its still there. Its okay.
Stop here then, Will update when its time. And kindly attending lots of events soon ~ <3

18TH Oct, The MAYHEM IS OVER@ HOWL AT THE MOON ( ex Rouge ) contact Suvd @ 97214778

EVERYBODY ! SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS!

Onces again. Tingx's back. I'm kinda mood swing now. Wonder why? No idea.
Haha. Dont care me, I abit sot. I'm super bored.Listening to Thai songs right now.
The CD was bought by mummy.I miss her, Where's she? What's she doing.
Those songs just stuck me in the darn memories with her,
Darn. I miss you mummy. Has been almost 6years.
Wtf, Why didnt you even give me a call? Darn you mum ;x
Eventhough you're not around by my side now, But always in my heart {:
Hope you're doing fine now, Wonder if you're married? Darn, please dont. haha! )':
Darn, Get back to point. I here to post about today. Okay. I was in my lalaland.
Dreaming about dont know what shit, A number called up. So i picked up and just kept quiet.
Lol ! After 10sec i said "hello" , I thought who was that lame fucker whom's pranking.
Was Abang. haha ! Kinda shocked. Hanged up & Get back to sleep.
Next, SuvdTamir called me up , Darn ! Hahah. {: ~ <3
Wanted to eat dinner with her just nearby my house area. But, She wanted to find her's steady.
Okay, Heard her nagging on the phone, So i say "okokokok" Lol !
Prepared and headed out, To Pasir Ris.
Guess i saw which fucker? Wahidah's dog her boyf. Fuck you ! -'-
Walked pass and he say "Stare what stare" Lmao ! So i told him.
If you're unhappy come only, dont stand there like dog. Add on "XIA SWAYYYYY AH"
Everyone looking, And yet he only used "Not happy ah? Come"
LJW , Call people come ended who reported police? Please, dont be lame.
Okay, That didnt spoil my mood. No worries, Went to Arcade and so on.
Slacked & Headed home at 11plus.
Bye. ):

Baby whats wrong? I'm totally lost now.

School has been awesome. Have been digging time for studies.
Didnt study much for all subject only maths.
Its been days since i've updated photos and stuff beside the random fucked up post yeah.
( Ignore that post, I burst in a sudden, Haha ) I've been out days & nights yeap.
Busy with my bitches and meeting up baby last saturday for SheeSha session with co.
Sigh, Darren - Court hearing on 7th nov, but currently in remand. Hope he's doing fine now.
See you in 1month time little boy ! {: Misses Ayop too, Hope he's doing fine inside.
I've been busy lately, So would update bloggie late.
Okay, Feeling like changing back to blogger.( Shall i? )
Have been missing lots of things in blogging, Where should i start from? hm.
Time really flies. Its OCT now, Wooots. Finally exams are over, Its time for partyyyyyy !
What i see from my eyes, Everyone have got up & down in lifes.
Its up to how you handle them, So does you.
Please, You're losing lots of good friends around you already, Why arent you stopping.
I pity this bestie of mine helping you endlessly. If you've got brains, Please use them lah. Darn girl.
Yayay ! Raining soon. Haha, The weather nowadays is nice in bed !
Okay. Look at the news out there, Darn. The whole world has gone fucking messy. Wtf
I told baby, In 20years time. There would be no Singapore anymore. ( Touch wood )
I even told him, I wanted to live till 100years old, Lmao. Impossible? Who knows sia. Lol !
Had been burning oils at nights. Dont know why i just cant sleep lo ! Wtf wtf wtf
Eye bags , o lalalalal ~ Oh. Happy Birthday to all OCT babies ~ <3
Hm, okay. What more things shall i add in? Let seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Darn, I guess baby fall asleeep, Idiot. Pigggy, Hm. Ohyah.
All the photos i posted now, Its either OCT04 Yesterday or other days. Ah! Who cares.
Its raining now, Wooots greats. SuvdBaby is coming over later on, Hope so ! {:
And yeap, I'm removing my tagboard. (Not reason) Just wanted to.
Comment me if you want, Thanks. If not, Dont bother to. Thanks <3
Okay. Baby & me are doing fine and goood. Hope so. But,
There's lots of many small argument between us, And always. Guess why?
Cause its just a beginning for us to know each other more for what we dislike & like.

Darn, He's so so gangster. I dont like gangster ;/ Hahah !
Tell me who admires and loves you,
And I will tell you who you are.

Whats up? I'm back. Lol, Shall post? Is a waste if i dont. Lmao
Fuck them all. I dont give a darn already, What it should be. Will always remain there.
Okay. Wake up at darn 9am, Just to arrived woodlands to meet baby in time.
Slacked at his's house. Watched movie, Yet he's sleeping. (WTH) }:<
- Bugis Street - Bugis Junction - Alot more places & lastly meet up
Edwin & the rest and a little cute girl to SheeSha session, Had a small argument with baby.
Lolll , Forget it {: Its okayyyy now. Headed  home at 2am + Darn tired.
Okay. Shall go get some bite for my dinner already. Its 8.12 now.
And i'm hungry ! Idiot, Headed out for drinking with TamirSuvd & Pichibooo later on.
Bye readers <3